28 juni 2009

Sista dagen av veckan

Idag var jag och Kent på Ikea som planerat. Vi köpte en tv-möbel som vi ska ha i den nya lägenheten. Jag köpte även ett smart laptopskåp.

Annars har dagen varit lugn. Känt mig väldigt rastlös och viljelös. Hatar tankarna som kommer ibland, varför ska de komma finnas där?

Alla som älskar någon som inte älskar tillbaka borde lyssna på Silverstein - My heroine..eller läsa lyricsen här :). Så oerhört bra låt. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpWt4y8di5c

The drugs begin to peak. A smile of joy arrives in me. But sedation changes to panic and nausea, and breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer.
You won't try to save me. You just want to hurt me and leave me desparate. You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had. I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth.
How do you do it? You're my heroine. You won't leave me alone. Chisel my heart out of stone. I give in everytime. I bet you laugh at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe that I'm better off with you then someone else. Your face arrives again. A hope I had becomes surreal. But under your covers, more torture than pleasure. And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter. Not now or forever will I ever change you. I know that to go on, I'll break you my habit. I will save myself.

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